So there's a picture I saw.. has the dos equis(sp) dude on it... and it says this:
I don't always fall in love but when I do... I do it with a completely wrong person and then fuck up my life a good deal because I am obviously retarded. I don't like the word retarded so I replace it with... I am obviously a moron. Then it's pretty accurate for me.
I always choose the one person who I will never be good enough for. And then I do everything I possibly can to drive them far away from me. And then if that doesn't work... I find something to get mad about... blow it out of proportion and walk away. A very fucked up form of protection.
Getting perilously close to the walking away stage. Not that the person even knows... they don't even notice I am alive unless I am right in front of their faces waving "look at me look at me!" My arms are tired. And my heart is tired. I wish I could give it a rest.
